Letter to the new soul !

Hey you !

It was a tough mid rough year for you. Though you wanted to start it much way before ; your own thoughts were ceasing you from doing so. In your own head –

You were fealing lost disastrously

You were falling sick poorly

You were failing hard miserably

However- ” The lost are never truly lost or atleast rarely”

The one who used to cry over unbaked macronies. The one who used to throw mom’s cutlery. The one who used to bash at anyone because of frustration. The one who used to search happiness in others… is now a complete human bluntly.

You ; Your own human diary. You ; your own strength. You ; Your own power. You ; your own Me ! You beautiful head can lit you up. You pure soul can hit you up. The one who cares for every relation. The one who shares every suggestion. The one who is not hard to love. The one who stays. This you is extremely strong. This you is extremely generous. May not be topper but a learner who never gave up.

Kudos the new soul who search and find happiness in herself/ himself.

 

 

Change NOW !

“I AM A CONFLICTED CONTRADICTION”

YES.. THE ABOVE WRITTEN WORDS ARE COPIED STILL RELATABLE. 

MY FATHER ALWAYS FORCES ME TO CHANGE AND AS A REBELLIOUS CHILD I DISAGREE AND CONFLICT BACK WITH A CONTRADICTION ‘I CAN IMPROVE .. I CANNOT CHANGE’. BUT SEEING SCENARIOS OF EVERYDAY CHORES .. MY FATHER PROVES ME WRONG AGAIN.

“CHANGE IS NECESSARY”

“CHANGE IS THE LAW OF UNIVERSE”

YES.. IT IS NECESSARY!!

NECESSARY TO LIVE. NECESSARY TO LAUGH. NECESSARY TO LOVE. NECESSARY TO SURVIVE.

 

 BRAIN : WHY TO CHANGE ? FOCUS ON IMPROVEMENT. IMPROVEMENT TOWARDS WORK. IMPROVEMENT TOWARDS CRAFT. IMPROVEMENT TOWARDS FOCUS. IMPROVEMENT TOWARDS CONFIDENCE. IMPROVEMENT TOWARDS LIFE.

 

HEART: COMPLETELY CHANGE FOR YOUR OWN GOOD. JUST FOR YOUR OWN SELF. CHANGE YOUR WORKING STYLE. CHANGE YOUR CRAFT PATTERN. CHANGE YOUR UNDERCONFIDENT BEHAVIOUR. CHANGE YOUR WRONG FOCUS. CHANGE YOUR LIFESTYLE FOR YOUR GOOD LIFE. FOR YOUR SELF.

JANUARY 2017 MARKS NEW CHAPTER FOR MY UPCOMING FUTURE; IT CAN EITHER MAKE IT OR RUIN IT.

I AM NOT ALLOWED TO BE EMOTIONAL FOOL AT THIS TIME. IF CHANGE WAS NOT NECESSARY THEN DILWALE WOULD BE A 200 CRORE CLUB MEMBER. IF CHANGE WAS NOT NECESSARY THEN SRK-KAJOL WOULD HAVE RECREATED MAGIC AGAIN. 

CHANGE IS REQUIRED…. AND THIS ARTICLE IS SAVIOUR IN DISGUISE. THE ONE WHO CAN’T SPEAK CAN WRITE.

TO ALL THE DISGUISED INTROVERTS WHO ARE DEALING WITH DIFFERENT SITUATIONS .. IT’S HIGH TIME TO CHANGE.

NOW OR NEVER

– INNER VOICE FOREVER 🙂

 

Do I still love him ?

Do I still love him? I don’t know ? Is it love ? Is it affection ? Is it jealosy ? Is it “I am missing him ” concept ? Is it I am being attracted towards him all over again ? Is it I am forgetting about the one I used to love since 6.. ? Or was that love was also affection . Is it I am in Confusion zone ? Is it even possible? I am totally confused . Or may be I am overreacting ? Or may be I am wrong all over again. Is it ????? – Inner voice .❤

OUR FANTASIES !

PARTICULARLY EVERYTHING IS WELL SETTLED. EVERYTHING IS BEAUTIFUL. ITS UPTO BEHOLDER THAT HOW HE/SHE PERCEIVE THE NOTIONS IN CONTEXT TO ANY SITUATIONS. EACH AND EVERYONE OUT THEIR LIVE THEIR OWN MAGICAL AND PEACEFUL DREAM. APT TOO ! AND PERSISTENCE OF THEIR IMAGINATION PERSONIFY THE ELEMENT. THE WORLD. THE AURA. THE ZONE. THE INNER SELF. THE REAL THEM. R.E.A.L MEANS R.E.A.L
NOBODY HERE CONFRONTS THEIR INNER SECRETS. WHY WOULD THEY DO SO? WELL, ANSWER IS AS COMPLICATED AS THE WHOLE NUMBER SYSTEM IN MATHEMATICS =D ITS GOOD TO HAVE A INNER DREAM. INNER FEEL. INNER FANTASY.
JUST FLOURISH IT AND EXPLORE THEM. AND FEEL HOW BEAUTIFUL THIS WORLD IS .
R.E.A.L F.A.N.T.A.S.Y = R.E.A.L Y.O.U
THANK YOU !

Will ; to say Yes!

Say Yes and recite that poetry again !!

Many of my articles are in combination with me and surroundings.. moreover less me and more surroundings.

In my deep thoughts I share my old experiences with me. It’s time to share this to Dear Voice:)

Yesterday I was at my best friend’s home. Over there I met my junior’s father who addressed me as MPS orienter (in reference to my old school) I felt so good at that moment. (WOW) Back to present day I am not the orienter of my college?! I am not the speaker?! I am not that star student?! Present social scene – a quote : We don’t lack strength; we lack will. And after 5 years I got my answer to my flaws : WILL. Yes exactly.. back to past scene I was having will. Will of being oriented. Will of being passionate. Will of consistency. Will of successfully succeeding without thinking of outcomes. I am same human as of then . Nothing has changed. From crying to be pessimistic. From anger issues to rudeness. What has changed is WILL. I found my answer. I found my deep answer. Tasks are tough from then . But still I gained my will. My father always say – ” keep your emotional strength aside ” Time to tie laces for this mark!

At this point I genuinely don’t care about people. I genuinely don’t care about being isolated. I genuinely don’t care about humiliations. And at last neither about success nor failures. I consider myself as tortoise. Slow very slow. And again as I am a quote lover I’ll add -“Speed doesn’t matter; forward is forward.”One of my friend even commented on this .. I was demotivated. And the reason was I was lacking will. Again repeatedly I was facing failures… was doing nothing and failing… even my college mates started asking me “Are you depressed ” My favourite line to add: quote- There is huge difference in being sad and depressed ! Everyone was like Raguvendra and Jehangir Khan in my life ( Dear zindagi : the one who give wounds and the other who heels it ) And at last I realise I am not Kaira ( the protagonist) neither Kaira nor any other heroine.. I Am Anushree Kalla. Simple. After then with all my will I created work scene again and now “work in progress ” !!

My thoughts are publicly dancing with WordPress . It was my will to stand for my own thoughts. And thank you dear voice for listening!!

#ToMe!! 🙂 If you can relate .. just relate don’t assume . Because we all are unique in our own ways and may be your voice wants to say something to you . Hear it. Feel it . Share it 🙂 And Say yes to your own self;)

Queen of Dark !

M.I.D.N.I.G.H.T – Hopes alive !
Its the time when clock strikes 12:00 a.m. Everything is Quiet. Everything is Calm. Everything is dark. Still some enthusiasm lits the face.In the midst of darkness thoughts whispers , mind alters , heart utters , soul shines ; without screaming , without harming , without disturbing. It depicts #ShineInsideOut!
I found a quote written somewhere :
“the reason i like staying up late so much
because between hours of 1-5 am, the world
is quiet and no one expects anything from
me. i colud stare at my wall for 4 hours
and there would be no consequences. its
so silent and calm. I LOVE IT !”
Above written words are so alluring and undoubtedly captures my heart ; my soul.
an advertisement of Mr.Shahrukh Khan calls up :
“Jab saari duniya soti thi
Main Jaggta tha”
(when they fall asleep
I work on my weakness)
Clear Cut Demarkation : according to me- Night is the place ; yes a personified place where new ideas take birth. It clearly shows the color , the path , the road , the journey. Sometimes I find it difficult to stay awake late being an spectrophobic =D but when u have your second half with you (here its my sister) it reduces all your stress and fear.
Late night convos , when u become askhole, when there is no competition, when there is no worry of textpectation!Everything seems so B.E.A.U.T.I.F.U.L
Compiling everything : “Enjoy the darkness ; shine everytime
#Toallthelatenightlovers !
#Queenofdark
Thank-you !

Good things will find your way.. :)

I – middle class girl with big aspirations ; still finding a way- Good things will find your way.

Intelligent human with zillion bug sense of humour ; still wondering- Good things will find your way.

Joined the blog stream on 13 August 2k15….; still Unknown- Good things will find your way.

Not a beautiful petite girl nor a gorgeous face human ; still shining- Good things will find your way.

A simple being wanted to be known by her work ; still working- Good things will find your way.

P.s – Adore yourself coz Good things will happen.. 🙂

THE FUTURE CHALLENGE NOMINATION

Source: THE FUTURE CHALLENGE NOMINATION

Thankyou Rakshanda for the nomination.

I don’t know much about this , will do it in the way u’hv done.

Here are the rules

.Thank the blogger who nominated you

Thankyou Rakshanda

.Link back to the challenge creator, Dreams and movie screens so they can track your progress

Not having the link

.Share 5 things about your future (any 5 things) =D

1. I aspire to become a Doctor (this is kinda obvious; no compromise)

2. I wanted to have my own Organisation =D I’v also given a name to my organisation- #C3 (City Cleaning Campaign) and #WE (for all those who need help)

3. wanted to have a plastic surgery of my nose :/

4. wanted to publish my book (title is rady too- Unsaid Love)

5. would like to see a strict rule ammendement on rapists. (Doe want no rapists.)

Here are my nominations-

Musa

Mhummed

Meghdeep

Lizzieroth

 

 

True Independence!

15 August 1947

It’s been 68 years…

We are living in 69th year of Independence; still seeking an answer about “What is True Independence?” If you ask me I would say Independence is equals to Equality;Equality equals to Freedom;Freedom equals to Liberty; Liberty equals to ME. What I feel, what I express, what I explore, what I denote, what I signify is MY INDEPENDENCE. Being a girl, I’hv been asked so many times to act and react according to the society beliefs….WHY??? Why we can’t denote true spirit of INDEPENDENCE? If a girl wears a saree she is “Cultured” but if she wears Jeans+Top she is “Vulgar” , if a boy drink/smoke in public/party he is “Cool” but if a girl drink/smoke in party she is “Cheapo” , if a boy sits with 6 girls he is a “Stud” but if a girl sits with 6 boys she is a “Slut”……Cm’on..WE NEED TO GROW UP!!

I know these lines stated above are repetitive. these lines are becoming tiresome;point of striking these words again is to denote my dignity towards my Independence. Being a girl I have right to express the things the way I want. #WOMEN_EMPOWERMENT is not my issue to discuss about.. We are living in so-called Democratic Country, living in 69th year of Independence, we will achieve it (some day) My issue is “ACTUALLY WHAT IS TRUE INDEPENDENCE”? Is there any similarity between Girl Independence/ Boy Independence / Men Independence/ Women Independence?  What about being BISEXUAL/GAY/LESBIAN? Often said “We are the child of GOD” then we should be treated according to this.. Why there is huge difference? Why there is harsh inequality? Why there is NO INDEPENDENCE? Why there is NO EQUALITY, NO REAL ME…..

For some Independence is going clubbing, partying,shopping,movies,working,having their own blog =D. But for some Independence is slaving, serving people at tea stalls, working as maid so that they can be Independent for themselves, they can feed themselves, can take care of themselves. We can say for them Independence is just a WORD.

Leveling up all my words I’m again ending up with – WHAT IS TRUE INDEPENDENCE? This question needs an answer. #WORK_IN_PROGRESS.

P.S- . My father says If we do any work with setting our mind and heart free that is True Independence.

        While surfing Facebook  i found a share denoting when little kids will stop selling Flags on the roads that will be the day of our True Independence

ThankYou!

Endless Journey!

We the people of this era; so called modern wi-fi era are too much indulged in so many things that we couldn’t find out the fact of our existence. Our existence towards our work , our existence towards our duty to follow , our existence towards the reality of life. We are in that state in which we are itself being surrounded by sorrow, grief, sadness, hopeless activity and many more things so we couldn’t see our inner strength , our inner soul , our EXISTENCE. We sholud know we all are walking on a road with endless journey, a road full of hurdles , but we need to be determined and be optimistic towards our goal. We need to Find The Way ; WHY WE ARE STILL SURVIVING? And only answer to this simple question is YOU. Only one can create a beautiful journey and that is you. So find your way towards your existence and Let’s explore this Journey completely with a optimum FAITH 🙂